Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Life as we know it...

...is really finally starting to get back to normal. The post holiday anxiety is going away.... I don't know. Its just.... better. Now that ATF is over with I feel like I don't have any huge things coming up to stress me out.... speaking of ATF, it was great.... but Chloe was not too impressed. She loved the Bands and singing and all, but the speaker parts, she could've done without... she just wanted to run all over and holler, and of course mommy and daddy just wanted to listen, but it worked out okay, though we both had killer migranes by Saturday evening. Well, Chloe wants to play her computer game so.... I'll try and get the pictures uploaded later. Jeremy's bro and his family are up, and its going pretty great! The girls fight a bit, they're too little to understand each others actiosn, but its going! ...

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

do dreams mean anything?

I have never thought much about it, but when you think about it, the lord showed jacob his future through dreams, and an angel appeared in a dream, and so many things dealt with dreams, and they were true, so maybe mine mean something too!

I had a weird dream last night that i remembered, as opposed to all the weird dreams i forget, and decided to look into it. do i think dreams mean something? maybe. who knows? this site i was looking at was very informational and not at all what i was expecting... http://www.dreammoods.com/

which got me thinking about dreams i had when i was younger... after we moved to illinois i had a 'recurring dream' for a long time, not sure if it was several months or exactly how long, but i had it often enough to vividly remember it. the dream was that through our new subdivision, i could take this path that went straight to this path near our old house, and another weird path to a bad neighborhood i had never been to. could this have been a way to see that i needed to follow the right path? i disregarded the dreams as being weird just sleeping random things because i thought that 'dream interpreting was just for psychists (psychos?) and cults and crazy people!' but maybe the lord was trying to show me that sometimes i was going down the wrong path, and maybe i needed to cut off that old path and grow where i was now planted! which i eventually did but it took a lot of F's in school and other unlike-me behavoirs, hanging out with the 'wrong crowd', etc.

hmmm.... something to ponder i guess? have any of you had crazy dreams that you think might have meant something, or do you thing dreams are nothing, just random thougts flying across your head? thats what i have always thought, but maybe not..... :)